To me the spirit of perverseness means that you seem to be taken over by hatred or evil. You don't care if what you are doing is wrong or unkind. It is almost as if you feel nothing, no remorse or sympathy.
When the spirit of perverseness seem to come over me, I was still with my ex-husband. One night he had been very angry towards me for something I had nothing to do with, which seemed to happen often. He stormed out of the house, jumped into his car and left. As I watched him leave a little part of me hoped that he'd never come back that maybe something bad would happen to him so I wouldn't have to endure his bouts of anger and abuse anymore. As soon as the thought came into my mind I felt almost sick to my stomach for thinking such a thing. I don't ever want to let the spirit of perverseness come over me. I don't think that it necessarily makes you evil or bad but if you let it control you then you can become that way.
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